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Participants: David Asscherick & Shanda Ban (Host), John Cunningham

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Program Code: E000007


00:21 British journalist and convert to Christianity Malcolm
00:24 Muggeridge in his 1972 book Jesus Rediscovered wrote these
00:28 insightful words, he said, "I may I suppose regard myself
00:32 "as a relatively successful man. People occasionally stare
00:36 "at me in the streets and that is called fame.
00:39 "I can fairly easily earn enough money to qualify for
00:41 "admission to the higher slopes of the Internal Revenue
00:44 "Service and that is called success.
00:46 "Furnished with money and a little fame, even the elderly,
00:49 "if they care to, may partake of friendly diversions
00:52 "and that is called pleasure.
00:54 "It might happen once or while that's something I said or
00:57 "wrote was sufficiently heated for me to persuade myself
01:00 "that it represented a serious impact on our time
01:03 "and that is called fulfillment.
01:05 "Yet I say to you, and beg you to believe me, multiply
01:09 "these tiny triumphs by millions and add them all up
01:13 "together and they are nothing, less than nothing,
01:17 "indeed a positive impediment measured against
01:20 "one drop of that living water that Christ offers
01:24 "to the spiritually thirsty irrespective of who
01:27 "or what they are."
01:28 There is a story that is told about a young man who was
01:32 eating an orange for the first time.
01:34 The person that had given him the orange said have you
01:37 ever had one of these, this was back in depression times,
01:39 and the man said though I have never seen one of those.
01:42 He began to eat it and they were talking and looking out
01:44 and as they were sitting there the young man was
01:47 commenting all this is so good, this is so good.
01:49 The gentleman who ate given the orange to the young man
01:51 looked down and said oh you think that is good?
01:53 Wait until you eat the inside part.
01:56 Sometimes we are live in our life on the verge of what
02:00 God has in store for us.
02:01 We have settled for something else, as Malcolm Muggeridge
02:04 talks about something else, fame success, money, today I want to
02:08 introduce you to our guest and I want you to enter into
02:13 an experience with us today on the Engage program.
02:15 My name is David Asscherick and this is our co-host,
02:18 my co-host Shandra Ban and we want to introduce you to
02:21 our good friend Joshua Cunningham who's going to talk
02:23 to us about not just eating on the outside of the orange,
02:26 but the inside as well.
02:27 Thank you David, Josh we are so glad to have you on the
02:30 show today. Josh comes from New South Wales Australia,
02:34 but he is currently living in Sonora California.
02:36 Josh what is it that you do? Who are you?
02:39 Tell us your story.
02:40 Well at the moment I'm living in Sonora and doing Bible
02:43 work which is basically it means that I'm going to the
02:45 community and finding people who are interested in
02:48 learning about the Bible and I am studying with them.
02:49 It is very different like the one I was living not so many
02:53 years ago, much of my adult life I have been a member of
02:57 a successful Australian band and spent most of that time
03:01 touring and making records, play music and living a life
03:04 that I guess many people would consider a bit of a dream.
03:06 Right, hmmm, hmmm so that is quite the transition
03:09 so let's unpack it.
03:12 So your Australian obviously the accent gives it away.
03:15 You were raised in Christian context or a religious home?
03:21 Yeah I was raised in a Christian home, and Adventist
03:24 Christian home and then when it was 10 years old my family
03:28 actually left the church for a time.
03:30 As a 10-year-old that was no problem for me and I actually
03:34 rejoiced over that fact because church was something that
03:37 I was forced to attend.
03:39 I didn't have a personal relationship with Jesus.
03:41 I used to resent the fact that I had to go and that this
03:45 religious thing was part of my life.
03:47 - you told us that you equated church with a certain piece
03:52 of clothing, what was that?
03:54 Well I guess live in a family that didn't have a great
03:58 deal of money you receive hand-me-downs and my brothers
04:01 hence got handed down to me. And as I grew up and they
04:07 would ride higher and higher up my leg and more
04:09 my shin would be exposed.
04:11 Then they were getting less each year.
04:12 So your association with church is Heh lets go to church it's
04:16 Sabbath and you were like oh short itchy woolen pants.
04:19 Yeah, yeah that's pretty much the extent of it so you can
04:21 imagine when my family left the church I was quite happy
04:25 about that and no more woolen pants and now I could go
04:27 skateboarding with my friends on Saturday morning.
04:30 - you were skateboarder? - yeah.
04:31 Did I know that? - you did.
04:33 - it's nice to know it again.
04:37 Yeah so I kind of drifted off into my teenage years,
04:39 departed from whatever association I had
04:43 with Christianity, with God.
04:45 I basically start living a life that most teenagers do.
04:48 I got mixed up in trouble, wrong things and the one thing
04:52 I did it mixed up in was music.
04:54 It began playing the guitar when I was 13 years of age.
04:58 and this was a real great blessing for me,
05:01 I got totally focused on it.
05:03 I devoted all my time to it and began playing in rock 'n
05:08 roll bands. - at 13?
05:10 I actually was playing in establishments I was legally not
05:13 to old enough to enter but for some reason I got a gig in
05:18 a band and began playing in bars playing rock 'n roll music
05:21 with an electric guitar.
05:22 Now Josh I don't know if I've ever asked you this before
05:24 how did you come by your first guitar?
05:27 I was much younger my parents, my whole family in fact,
05:34 my brother and sister also they began getting guitar
05:36 lessons and I was so small that a guitar was just too
05:39 big for me so they got me ukulele.
05:41 So that amused me for time and eventually we moved away
05:46 from where the guitar teacher and ukulele teacher was.
05:49 I lost interest in it but as a 13-year-old I actually
05:55 saw the movie Back To the Future and there is a scene
05:57 where this guy plays guitar and it looks pretty cool
06:00 to a 13-year-old kid.
06:01 So did the skateboarding and it was a part of that.
06:03 That was a part of the movie is well.
06:05 So I thought that's what I want to do and I went and
06:07 found the guitar that my parents had been using
06:10 so many years before in the closet and
06:12 I started messing around on it and teaching myself basically.
06:17 I lived in a rural area away from town so I had to
06:21 find something to keep myself occupied and amused and
06:24 the guitar was that something you turned out to be.
06:26 Some you must have picked it up, it must also can pretty
06:29 naturally? Yet did it really spoke to me.
06:32 I remember strumming the first chord.
06:36 Again this strains of these cords were old and black
06:38 and those were the sweetest sounds I never heard.
06:41 I remember having an instant love of the guitar and of
06:45 music. - so playing in these bands and how long did
06:48 you stay in the band that you started in?
06:51 Well actually got to the end of high school, I was in
06:55 that band were several bands during my high school years.
06:57 At the end of high school I had been told that music
07:02 it's a hobby that you can do and there is no future in it.
07:06 You need to go to university and get qualified in
07:08 something, be responsible. - your parents told you this?
07:12 Not my parents so much but we had a career advisor,
07:16 and is one of the staff at the school so they would get
07:20 together with the students and advise them of the best
07:22 direction for them to go into.
07:24 So economics was what was suggested to me and my best
07:27 direction to head in.
07:28 So I applied for a degree, it position the University to
07:34 study economics and got accepted.
07:36 But then I thought while I love this music thing.
07:38 I had the opportunity to take a year off and go traveling
07:41 with a band I was in at the time but
07:43 I'll take that and get it out of my system and come back
07:46 and become the economists.
07:49 An economist do the responsible thing.
07:50 Yeah it was in June that year that I met two sisters who
07:55 I ultimately formed a band with and that was 18 years ago.
08:01 So that began the story of my whole journey that led to
08:09 success, multiplatinum selling albums, music awards and as
08:16 I mentioned earlier, just living the lifestyle that a lot
08:18 of people would look at and be very envious of.
08:21 This just a dream I would love to do it.
08:22 So it is a bit of a whirl wind from the time that you pick
08:25 up the guitar and an earnest at 13.
08:27 Shortly thereafter you are already playing in bars
08:31 I suppose or these kinds of establishments. - yeah now.
08:34 By the time you're 18 or 19 you go on his first tour and
08:38 this is where you meet the two girls? - yes, yes.
08:39 So that is pretty quick, snap, snap.
08:43 That is kind of the way the journey has been ever since
08:46 then as well, I mean it is interesting when I met up with
08:49 the two sisters we really never had any ambition to even
08:54 record music, we were playing other people's songs.
08:58 We were a bunch of kids traveling around our country.
08:59 - they were musicians as well? Yeah they were a just
09:03 playing in the same kind of establishments that I was
09:05 playing and music was more or less a way to travel and see
09:09 the country without having to work picking fruit or
09:12 whatever that people who bound around the country do.
09:14 That's the way it was for us and as time went on people
09:19 were coming to watch us play and encouraging us to write
09:22 music so we began to write music.
09:23 Things just evolved one thing after another without any
09:26 real, we weren't steering in any one direction we were
09:30 just following the journey, the path where ever it lead.
09:32 So you start a band with them and in some point you start
09:38 to write your own music, not just plain covers.
09:40 Do you have a name, does the band have a name at this
09:43 point? Or how does the ban acquire it's name?
09:45 The name by the way is The Waifs. W A I F S.
09:51 The Waifs, by the way what is a waif?
09:53 A Waif is actually a homeless child back in the
09:57 15th 16th century in England.
10:01 There were street urchins that lived on the streets.
10:04 - like Oliver Twist. - yeah like Oliver Twist.
10:06 homeless, underfed, malnourished just ragged looking.
10:10 We have been traveling around the country living in a
10:12 camper van and on our way around we stopped to here
10:15 and visited my grandmother and she was
10:16 horrified at my appearance.
10:17 Josh, you're a waif and then we made it all the way back
10:22 around two were the girls lived in Western Australia and
10:25 their grandmother said all my little waifs have come home.
10:29 Then there are other grandmother use the same term to them
10:31 so we thought, we didn't even know what a waif was.
10:34 This was not like a term that was in common parlors,
10:37 you didn't know that? - no.
10:38 So we looked it up and figured out what it meant and
10:42 thought it kind of describes the way we looked in our
10:44 itinerant and our lifestyle and maybe this is meant to be.
10:49 This is our new name.
10:50 So many years later it didn't really apply because
10:53 we weren't really waifs anymore.
10:55 You don't look very waifish today, but I suppose opinions
10:59 will differ. - where you outgrow a name
11:01 but it sticks with you.
11:02 So you start this band and you are The Waifs and now you
11:06 are traveling around Australia and did your popularity
11:09 just explode or was it a little more organic.
11:13 It was more organic, it just evolved gradually.
11:15 As I mentioned people encourage just write music and
11:18 we had enough songs to make a record so we made an album.
11:20 We began selling it at our own shows and then a few years
11:26 later a guy was interested in managing us and that led to
11:29 the release of a single which was very popular.
11:32 That album sold in a triple platinum and we won four
11:37 Aria awards that year, - like the Grammy awards? Yeah.
11:42 So things blew up without our being really ambitious for that.
11:48 So is just a natural organic progression,
11:52 but it's certainly was a very interesting journey,
11:56 a very interesting ride.
11:57 As I mentioned it is the kind of life that people really
12:01 glamorize or idolize, they think it's a fantastic thing
12:05 they've always dreamed of.
12:07 Basically a music star. - yeah, yeah I think the term rock
12:10 stars were entirely came from.
12:13 Rock stars were not the term but you were music star?
12:16 - yeah. - but you were famous, I had gone to see
12:20 you in concert here and even here hundreds and I suppose
12:25 sometimes thousands of people come out to see you.
12:28 So within the culture within the music culture
12:31 you are known, even here in the states people
12:33 know who Josh Cunningham is? Well we're more widespread
12:37 in Australia, certainly in America there are certain.
12:40 - so did you eventually start touring in America then?
12:42 Yes we spent a lot of time over here actually.
12:44 This is an interesting part of the story because my
12:49 parents, I mentioned my family left the church when I was
12:51 a 10-year-old, eventually they went back. - back to the
12:56 church? - back to the church and they had been praying
13:01 not only for myself but my brother and sister as well
13:03 who had a similar experience to me.
13:05 Once we didn't have to be in church we were fantastically
13:09 free so mom and dad were praying for all of their three
13:12 children, specifically me as I was traveling around
13:15 America and doing this music thing.
13:17 They were up praying that God would lead people into my
13:20 path that would witness to me and would draw me into a
13:22 relationship with Him, and that is exactly what happened.
13:28 people after the shows, and in random situations at the
13:32 beginning that conversations about God people were given
13:36 me books to read, and I just had this growing interest in
13:40 spiritual things and not to mention the age that I was at.
13:44 When you get to the point in your early 30s and you start,
13:48 your life is not all about traveling around playing music
13:51 and having a good time.
13:53 The fulfillments I had the satisfaction I had enjoyed
13:56 doing that was suddenly start to wane a little bit.
13:59 I was feeling that this was empty,
14:02 there must be more than this.
14:04 So around that time when you started feeling this and
14:06 your parents are praying send someone into his path and
14:08 someone did come into your path right?
14:11 Tell us a little bit about that?
14:12 Well as I mentioned there were many people, there was
14:17 one person in particular I guess when I met this girl
14:20 I realized at that point in time it was no accident.
14:24 God was actually putting people specifically in my path.
14:27 He was trying to draw me into a relationship with Him and
14:30 I met a girl on Thanksgiving of 2005 on an airplane,
14:34 of all places, and I realized through the
14:38 circumstances about meeting and our conversation I knew
14:41 that God was trying to reach me through this person.
14:43 She ended up sort of witnessing to you eh?
14:47 it was her witness to me that really made me aware of the
14:49 fact that God was really trying to reach me.
14:51 I remember getting to my hotel at night and kneeling down
14:55 and praying. - that night after you met her?
14:57 Yeah, praying for the first time since I was a little kid
14:59 having to say my prayers before it went to bed.
15:02 I just knelt and asked Jesus into my heart.
15:05 Not only did I have this awareness that God was trying to
15:10 reach me, but certain other events and decisions and
15:13 things I have been involved with and was proud of had
15:17 brought me to a point where I had been broken, my own
15:20 brokenness and God's love.
15:23 So there's a conversion with a lot of things here.
15:25 Parents are praying, you meet someone that witnesses to
15:28 you, you're experiencing an increase dissatisfaction with
15:32 the lifestyle, plus brokenness, it's like a perfect storm?
15:36 Yes I guess there were a lot of convergence of the
15:38 elements but to me the key ingredient in the whole story
15:41 was my parents, at least 10 years they were praying
15:47 faithfully and they were seeing their son indulging in a
15:51 lifestyle that was apart from God.
15:52 You can imagine the heart of a parent and their greatest
15:56 desire would be to see their children saved and they were
15:59 faithfully in prayer and God was faithful to those prayers
16:02 and He answered them by sending the right people into my
16:06 path and then I guess the story also accommodates in my
16:09 own prayer kneeling there by my bed and praying for the
16:13 first time in years.
16:15 It's just a testament to me the power of prayer.
16:17 So you just mentioned again that you have that prayer in
16:20 your hotel room that night, what happened next?
16:22 It was a radical transformation.
16:24 I just remember the next day, I was traveling around on a
16:27 tour bus during shows through America.
16:29 There is a lot of wasted time, a lot of down time
16:32 when you're sitting on a bus and watching TV, you're
16:36 having conversations about nothing at all really and
16:39 I just remember the next day we were on the bus traveling
16:42 away again and I had no interest in those things.
16:45 I couldn't actually sit there. - just like that?
16:48 Yes it was an innocent thing, I couldn't sit there and
16:50 just indulge in those convers- ations, can be watching that
16:52 stuff it was all empty, all I wanted to do was to crawl in
16:55 my bunk and pray and read my Bible.
16:57 So did you? - yeah. - so what did your band members
17:00 think? Do they think oh crazy Josh what came over him?
17:03 Yeah I shared with them what had happened, yeah I shared
17:07 what happen for sure with them.
17:10 I remember telling them, because I have this overwhelming
17:12 sense of love for them I remember saying I love you guys.
17:16 - I could see that, that is not hard to imagine
17:18 I could see it, praise God.
17:20 I think they were touched but they were oh that's weird.
17:25 So yeah I guess my life it just turned in a 180° in
17:29 a different direction and I continued on playing music,
17:33 because as you can imagine these people are like family
17:36 to me. - right because 18 years you were in this band.
17:40 Yeah, but obviously some changes took place, the aspects
17:44 of my faith had to be respected in the context of the band
17:48 and its activities and so that has been an ongoing story.
17:51 Then they were respectful, it was like hey
17:53 we love you too, it was family.
17:55 So Josh you, when you invited Christ into your heart again
17:59 did you go back to studying out Seventh-day Adventism
18:02 because that is what you have been raised in?
18:04 Or how did that work?
18:05 I guess that was my default setting, I began going to
18:08 church, the Church as I was seeking out were Adventist
18:11 churches but I will go to other churches as well.
18:15 I would sometimes go Sabbath and on Sundays also.
18:18 I just had a hunger for it, I couldn't get enough.
18:21 I had a tendency to try to avoid going back to Adventism.
18:27 I had a desire to be a Christian and that was enough.
18:31 It didn't really matter what flavor of Christian I was
18:36 and I guess because being an Adventist can place the
18:40 significant demands and changes on your lifestyle and when
18:44 you are playing in a band on Friday night and Saturday
18:47 these are the big nights to be doing shows.
18:49 I think I probably shied away going too deep into that
18:54 because I didn't want to interrupt and disrupt
18:57 my lifestyle too much.
18:58 But as my story continued on I became
19:01 convicted of those things.
19:02 Now I want to sort of ask a question here that is on
19:05 the same lines but a little different and that is you are
19:08 making this transition from a lifestyle, rubbing shoulders
19:11 with famous people, I mean you are a famous person so to
19:15 speak, in your culture and you must as seen a lot of
19:18 what we see in the rest of the world.
19:19 Famous people are not immune, and that is sort of emptiness.
19:22 Now you have this contrast and this new life in Christ
19:25 where I love you guys and this change that is taking
19:29 place with the emptiness that you had seen maybe you
19:33 could walk us through that a little bit?
19:34 As you say people in that position are not immune, in fact
19:38 it seems almost like the higher you ascend into that
19:41 position the more empty you feel because it is really a
19:45 world of make-believe in a lot of respects.
19:47 You see many stories of famous people that wreck their lives
19:52 drugs and addiction and broken marriages and infidelity
19:57 and all the rest of it.
19:58 I think it is a common story, everybody at some point in
20:03 their life is confronted with those searching questions,
20:08 the deep questions of life.
20:10 Where did I come from? Where my headed to? What is the
20:13 meaning of all this and how my supposed to live while
20:16 I am here? That was my experience and I think that's
20:19 the experience of everybody regardless whether you are in
20:22 the limelight or whether you are.
20:24 - Will that quote about success is that if you could have
20:28 one drop of that living water, and Josh being a musician
20:32 you have written a song about that living water.
20:35 Would you mind sharing that with us?
20:36 Absolutely I'd love to.
21:02 Well I was thirsting for that living water
21:06 drinking from the well that don't satisfy
21:10 and I met a man and His words were like no other
21:15 He said draw from the well and it will never run dry
21:20 He told me everything I had done
21:26 He said come and drink the living water
21:32 He said come and take from streams of life
21:38 you will thirst no more, you will thirst no more
21:54 I was hungry for heaven's manna
21:58 then eating the bread that parishes and never dies
22:02 I met a man He walked upon the waters
22:07 He said come partake of the bread of life
22:13 the bread that cometh down from heaven
22:20 He said come and drink the living water
22:27 come and taste the bread of life
22:31 and you will thirst no more, you will want no more
22:44 there's a water that's pure, there's a bread that's true
22:53 there's a light that shines and it's calling you
23:03 I was with without form and void in darkness
23:07 and all around me was trouble and strife
23:11 and I met a man that led me from my blindness
23:17 He said I am the light of lights
23:22 the light, the light of everyone
23:28 He said come and drink the living water
23:35 come and take the bread of life
23:39 and you will thirst no more
23:44 and walk in dark no more
24:16 I was lost in the darkness and couldn't find my way
24:19 looking for the light of day
24:22 all around me trouble and strife and eating the bread
24:25 that don't lead to life, clouds but no rain was filling my sky
24:29 I was getting the water that don't satisfy
24:32 I met a man He led me from blindness
24:35 talk to me in words of kindness
24:37 gave me to eat of heaven's bread come follow me is what He said
24:42 He called us His sons and daughters
24:45 and said I am the living water
24:53 and you will thirst no more, you will thirst no more.
25:06 Amen, Amen! That was beautiful thank you Josh.
25:09 Jesus that whoever drinks of the water that I shall give
25:12 him shall never thirst but the water that I shall give him
25:15 shall become in him a fountain of waters springing
25:18 up into everlasting life.
25:20 And you have had that experience. - yeah I have.
25:23 I mean I guess in my experience I've found, the ways I was
25:27 trying to satisfy that thirst and that hunger were ways
25:30 that never could satisfy because there is only one true
25:33 satisfaction and that is Jesus.
25:36 My personal testimony bears witness to that, I can honestly
25:40 say along with Malcolm Muggeridge millions and billions
25:44 of drops that other kind of water and it doesn't compare to
25:47 one single solitary drop of the living water that
25:49 only Christ can offer.
25:50 You know it is something for someone who has not tasted
25:54 that lifestyle at that level of prestige, or whatever the
25:57 term is, it is some for me to say that our maybe Shandra
26:00 to say it but for somebody like Muggeridge, like yourself
26:03 or others that have turned their lives over to Jesus that
26:06 is significant because you have tasted of the fountain.
26:10 The fountains that I have tasted out of and
26:12 Shandra but you tasted that fountain and said
26:13 no not compared to Jesus.
26:15 Well Philippians 3 verse 7 is some that really speaks to
26:20 me, it says "but what things were gained to me
26:24 "I counted loss for Christ".
26:26 The stuff I used to think was the best, he actually goes
26:31 on to call it dung. Can you imagine?
26:35 But for the culture we live in, the society we live in a
26:39 the values, cultural, social elites whether it is
26:44 a musician or even an actor, whatever it is we would
26:50 think dung? No that's a good stuff.
26:52 But when you've had a drop of that living water.
26:55 I think something we need to mention is that the title of
26:59 this program Musicianary because no Josh you are using
27:02 your music as a missionary so we have entitled you
27:05 a musicianary. - have you ever heard that term before?
27:08 No but I love it and I'm going to use it.
27:10 Shandra and I are currently debating about who came up
27:13 with it, I'm pretty sure it was me.
27:15 - I think it was the Lord. Hey there you go Josh
27:18 we needed that, we needed that an babe in
27:19 Christ is teaching us.
27:21 If you're interested in finding out more about Josh's
27:24 music he has a website which is: JoshCunningham.com
27:27 You can also e-mail us any questions or comments.
27:30 We just love to hear from you: engage@3abn.org or
27:34 search for Engage on face book we are there.
27:36 Excellent well Josh thank you so much for joining us.
27:40 You are God's musicianary and it has been a privilege to
27:44 have you and we want to say to our viewers thank you for
27:47 joining us and your experience might be
27:49 different then Josh's but fundamentally everybody's
27:52 experience is the same, the same as the woman at the well.
27:55 You come to Jesus and you taste of water that
27:59 you will never thirst again.


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