Celebrating Life in Recovery

Identity Epidemic

Three Angels Broadcasting Network

Program transcript

Participants: Cheri Peters (Host), The Otto Family

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Series Code: CLR

Program Code: CLR00039C


00:05 Welcome back, this is has been a different kind of show.
00:07 We've covered a lot of different things and met some
00:09 young people from Australia.
00:10 People standing up in a real relationship with God,
00:13 and that always excites me because when this
00:15 becomes real to somebody.
00:16 Everything changes.
00:17 It's a whole different story, and so Jonathan I'd
00:20 like you to kind of bring it of up to a close for us.
00:22 You know your family members, you know Gaea and
00:26 where their heart is.
00:27 So I am just going to turn it over to you.
00:29 Sure thing, it has just been an amazing thing seeing
00:32 how God has pulled our family together and brought us
00:36 out, of whatever we were messed up in.
00:38 It's something how He brought us out of it and brought us
00:42 together and then said, look, I didn't just save you.
00:45 I've also exalted, you and
00:47 I want you to do something for Me.
00:49 I'm going to give you the highest calling,
00:50 go out and tell the world.
00:52 You know, what I love about that calling, even it is
00:54 that I could see that He didn't waste, there was nothing wasted
00:58 about where you were is as you stood up, you got a
01:01 feel of what it felt like.
01:02 Even Billy said the girls loved and adored you and
01:07 all that kind of stuff.
01:08 You got a feel of what that feels like,
01:09 wait a minute that's not real.
01:11 So, He says I want to lift you up, I wanted to be
01:14 real for you, this is the real deal.
01:17 That's right. That's right, and it just seems like
01:20 nothing else has ever quenched that thirst that is within me.
01:23 Yeah sure tried so many different things, it seems
01:25 like I look back through my life and realize I've
01:28 bounced from so many different things trying to feel
01:30 like I was worth something.
01:31 Whether was trying to be a talented actor or in the
01:33 music or whether popularity or maybe academic
01:36 kind of stuff like that.
01:39 It doesn't work, it doesn't work doesn't feel that
01:42 something there's still an empty hole there and I want to
01:45 find the satisfaction that my heart is craving for.
01:49 It's really different to me because you know, I used to
01:52 love, cause I was out using all the time and partying.
01:55 I was kind of loud, and now I'm loud,
01:59 but for God and He like be loud.
02:03 Don't be ashamed of who I am and I am not.
02:05 I can walk down the street, I can walk right into a
02:07 bank and if somebody is hurting
02:08 I can sit down and minister to them.
02:10 I don't have any sense of this is not something you are
02:13 supposed to do, because I didn't have any sense in the
02:16 other world, but I definitely don't have any sense.
02:18 When I know it is more real and will bring life to them.
02:21 So I feel like as you stand up that God is doing that
02:24 with you and for you and for your whole family.
02:26 For Billy when he stands up.
02:28 It's like seeing him instead of the girls looking at him
02:32 saying, how cute are you and all that kind of stuff.
02:35 They can look at him as a man of God,
02:37 saying how real is that.
02:39 And they are men of God, and there are people that
02:41 are out there that truly do believe in this.
02:44 And I don't have to lower my standards for the men
02:46 I bring into my life.
02:47 The same with Gaea as men look at you and you are in
02:51 love with God and are standing for Christ, it's like
02:55 people do not have to, any longer, lower their
02:57 standards for a mate, someone to fall in love with.
03:02 As you stand up I'm so proud of you guys,
03:04 How cool is this!
03:06 It is just so special when you see your family
03:09 come to an experience with God and see the
03:12 experience healing in their life.
03:13 For me as a big brother to Billy to be a part of his
03:16 experience, to watch him, as little brother and see
03:20 him in a part of his life where he is just so not happy
03:23 and saying Billy, please I want to show you something.
03:26 And him as a little brother responding to me by saying,
03:30 thanks for sharing what you did.
03:31 Did he respond at first, I mean, was it like
03:34 what are you talking about?
03:35 Yeah, and more blunt terms, yeah.
03:38 Yeah yeah because you know with my family, none in
03:41 my family have turned to Christ, and they're just
03:43 starting, but I've been in recovery since 1979
03:46 for a long time.
03:47 And they are just starting to turn to Christ and my
03:49 heart just feels like I want to dance inside.
03:52 I want to turn around and grab somebody and say do you
03:54 realize that my mom didn't tease me about my
03:57 spirituality for the first time this year.
03:59 And nobody realizes how big that is and
04:01 I'm thinking, that is huge.
04:03 Yeah, that means everything to you.
04:04 It means everything, so as your family gets
04:06 on the same page-exactly because that
04:09 that family part of you that just wants your family
04:13 to be whole and happy, is the same thing that motivates God.
04:16 He sees you as family, He sees you as a child.
04:19 Yeah you see it, and you watch mothers look after
04:23 their children, and see that they'd
04:25 do anything for their child.
04:26 They would put their life on the line for that child.
04:29 Now that makes sense why God sent His Son, because He
04:31 sees us as His children, He sees us as His family.
04:34 And says I want you back.
04:36 I will sacrifice Myself you are my child.
04:39 You know, I realized to when I started studying a
04:42 little bit about Christ coming down, and leaving the
04:45 very throne room of God by coming down.
04:47 It's almost like I see Him almost panicking and grabbing us
04:51 on the face and saying, you know what, somebody has
04:53 lied to you about who God is.
04:54 I want to show you in the flesh, this is who God is.
04:57 And this is how much He loves you, like when Magdalene
05:00 was dragged to His feet, and He just looked at her and
05:02 said, I am not here to condemn you.
05:04 I want you to stand up, I want you not to hurt yourself
05:07 anymore, and she literally looked at His face and
05:10 followed Him the rest of her life.
05:12 It's like seeing that much love, truly this is God?
05:16 And He's like absolutely.
05:18 Absolutely, and so what you are saying the world, and
05:21 definitely this generation, needs to get a view of God
05:25 that says you know your identity is in this guy.
05:28 This guy that is your Father, this guy that says,
05:31 you know what, you are worth everything to Me.
05:34 Somebody looks at the different things of all
05:37 that is going on in different
05:39 planets in heaven and all that kind of stuff.
05:42 They will get everything, God must be busy
05:45 in running the universe.
05:46 Speaking stars into existence, and I said, you know what,
05:49 we are here on this planet lost and He has done
05:53 nothing in the last seven thousand years, or however long,
05:57 but pay attention to us.
05:58 Because we are lost and it kills Him.
06:00 He is not off doing His laundry.
06:03 You know what I mean, it kills Him.
06:05 God doesn't sleep.
06:06 He is constantly looking to find some way to rescue you.
06:10 The great Shepherd that goes looking for His sheep.
06:13 It was the same way with the family here, we didn't go
06:16 looking for God, He came looking for us.
06:18 And He is so resilient, constantly determined to chase
06:22 us down and bring us back.
06:23 To make us feel like we are worth something.
06:25 You know, I want you to look in the camera and talk about
06:30 somebody, and I want somebody in a band, somebody who is
06:33 just beginning to be successful somebody that is just being
06:36 sucked into all that.
06:38 Talk to that person.
06:39 You need to know that God loves you, and that He is so
06:42 passionate about you.
06:44 And that His love for you doesn't compare to anything
06:47 in the world, it is so much greater and why would you
06:51 settle for anything less?
06:53 He wants you back, He wants you back and
06:56 you are a child of His.
06:57 He says please come back and let me be your Father.
07:00 Let me make you feel valuable.
07:03 To a girl that means everything.
07:05 It means that God is saying to you are beautiful, and it
07:09 doesn't matter what anybody else thinks.
07:10 I think you're gorgeous and I think you're amazing.
07:13 And to a guy, it says look I'm proud of you, my son.
07:16 The words that we have been longing to hear.
07:18 He offers us that and says you are secure, you're a
07:21 child and I love you.
07:22 We are at the end of the program, and I just want to
07:25 say, it has been such a blessing for me to meet all
07:28 you guys, and to hear the different way God has
07:30 been working in your life.
07:32 How you have accepted that and stepped
07:34 up to your calling.
07:35 Thanks for joining us! - Thank you!
07:37 When you are watching this program, and you are
07:40 listening to the these young folks talking about God
07:43 finally becoming real to them, and you can see
07:46 that He became real to them.
07:47 They fell in love with Him, in love with Him, and that is the
07:52 relationship that God is so seeking after us.
07:55 I don't what you just to come and do the right thing,
07:57 week after week and show up in church.
07:59 I want you to fall in love with Me, because it's cool.
08:03 Really cool! See you next time on
08:05 Celebrating Life in Recovery.
08:07 Until then, always remember that God is crazy
08:09 about you and me too!


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